my heart was blinded by you.

NEW USERNAME.

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 01:27:43 GMT

For those of you, who for some reason, remember me, I got a new username.
poisongrowth

I do plan on regularly updating, so give me another try, please!

Just reminders-I'm Meghan, I'm 17, I'm pretty cool.

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 00:50:07 GMT

I haven't posted in forever. Sorry, guys.

Things at school have been hectic with chorus, PSAT's, and projects. Being a junior sucks. But they're definitely upsides such as Ryan playing Lips of an Angel on piano while Alanna and I sing in the auditorium, after chorus concert celebrations at Damons, and walking around the halls with Nicole.

I wish he knew that I think about him everyday, and how much I miss him can't be put into words.

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 20:52:20 GMT

I've just realized that I haven't talked to Jeremy in 2 years, and it's making me go crazy.

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 00:43:58 GMT

This is going to be a very random post. Like most.

The new dress code sucks. They wouldn't even let this kid bring a hoodie into first period.
My classes are okay. I have a class/lunch with Nate. And we have Spanish and lunch together next semester.
I have Bell's Palsy. It sucks ass. I'm hoping it goes away as quickly as it came.
I'm going to NYC saturday with my sister to meet up with my other sister who lives there. Fun family times.
My brother was home from college Friday and he got me into Beerfest. It was hilarious. Go see it.
I love my bus buddies.
I also love my chorus buddies.
I just love my buddies.
I got to realize how much I missed dance last week. But I don't have Bob tomorrow. Sad.

I can't wait to sleep in tomorrow.

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 18:36:14 GMT

I got my schedule today. I have trig first period. What cruel person made my schedule?
I hate having chorus last. When I had it first, I didn't have to worry about not having time to straighten my hair because I could always do it there.
I hope Nate's in some of my classes since we chose our classes together.
If Jeremy's in any of them, I'll freak.

I still have no idea what I'm wearing to Alanna's.

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 20:12:16 GMT

Oh my goodness I haven't updated in forever.
Randomness:
-I had dream that Jeremy was in one of my classes. I really hope that's not an omen.
-Schedule pick-up is the 25.
-Alanna's sweet sixteen is the 26.
-oh em gee, Warped was sweet. I was up front for everybody I wanted to see and got awesome pictures.
-I'm getting my hair dyed black underneath, and black streaks in my bangs. I'm excited.
-I really want to see The Descent.
-Cingular screwed up and sent me a Pink Slvr. The best mistake that has ever happened to me.
-OH MY GOD SCHOOL STARTS SOON!!!!
-oh my god, could I say oh my god more in this post?
-I watched one of my favorite movies ever last night. Rear Window.
-The school's new dress code is going to suck.

Okay I'm done.

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 19:03:30 GMT

I woke up with a cold. You shouldn't be allowed to get colds in the summer. I can't breathe, and I've had about 8 cups of green tea. My cold better be gone by Friday. Who wants to be sick at Warped Tour???

I feel like going outside and taking 'Hi, I live in the valley' pictures.

Alanna said that she's sending out her invitations this week. She's a lou-out. That's not right, but that's how it's pronounced. The Hawaiiain (being sick messes with my brain.) themed pool party thing.

I'm so frazzled.

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 01:47:38 GMT

I got highest honors for the second quarter in a row. Sweetness. I have to go pick up my report card tomorrow. Jeremy go first which makes me laugh. Nathan's name was right under mine. That makes me sound like a lunatic, but it's kinda funny knowing our history.

Things to look forward to:
-NYC on the 14th. Going to Tavern on the Green. I love that place.
-Vacation on the 23 or 24 with Nicole.
-Warped Tour on Aug 4. I'm so freaking excited. I have already decided to build my whole schedule around MCS's set time.

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 15:55:02 GMT

So I haven't updated or commented in ages...Sorry! Things have been quite hectic.
Dance recital.
Stitches.
I failed my permit test.
I also found out that during the end of the world rain we had all weekend, a guy I went to middle school with drowned. His step-father drowned trying to save him, and Lenny is now traumatized because he tried to save them. I didn't really get along with the guy, but it's still a horrible thing.

On a better note, Nicole is going on vacation with my parents and I because my sisters and brother have to work.

Going to see Superman today.

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 23:02:43 GMT

The thing I hate about him is that he's as much of a coward as I am.
I hate that when I stopped talking to him because of my stupid commitment fears, he immediately started talking to her.
I hate that he won't ever acknowledge me in the halls, but will flirt non-stop when he sits next to me for sophmore meetings.
I hate that he goes right back to her like nothing's wrong.
I hate how he's too afraid to break up with her, when I know he likes me more.

Sun, 21 May 2006 01:02:07 GMT

Thursday was my chorus concert. That kinda sucked. But afterwards I went to Damon's with Alanna, Franny, Sonia, Julie, Mike, Katie, Chris, Moria, and Sam. It was hilarious. I swear to god, they put crack in our salads again.

Friday nobody was there because of prom. Julie wasn't there because she's going. Heather and Katie left early because they're going. Moria wasn't there because she was doing Julie's hair. It was horrible. I walked by a class, 3 people! Wtf?

Today was my mom's graduation for her master's degree. Turned out to be entertaining. I watched the sign language guy the whole time. He was hilarious.

Tomorrow I have dance. Nicole has work. Fucken bitch.

I'm sorry I haven't updated or commented in forever. I swear to make more of an effort.

Sat, 06 May 2006 19:39:38 GMT

Yesterday there were threats that the Hispanics were going to bring in knives and guns because of Cinco de Mayo. So everyone had to go through a metal detector when they went in. It sucked. Nothing happened though.

My brother came home yesterday. He ends school next week though. He's strange.

The Chorus performance is on the 18th. That's going to be hell.

My dance recitals are June 17 and 18. I'm so excited. 8 numbers baby. I have a couple fast changes. That's going to suck.

Wed, 03 May 2006 19:50:50 GMT

Virginia Beach was amazing. Well the weather was cold and windy, but we had an awesome time.
We watched Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle & Saw in the van. The van was amazingly comfortable.
We made a bunch of inside jokes.
Stayed up till 3 in the morning both nights dancing to songs very loudly and jumping on beds.
In the competition, we got Excellent out of Superior, Excellent, and Good. Superior is fun to say to people.

I didn't go to school today because I would've had to take the bus. That was not going to happen. But I forgot that band leaves today for Chicago. I won't see Julie, Katie, Joe, Jeff, or Kevin till Monday. That sucks.

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 22:19:11 GMT

Tomorrow we leave for VA Beach. I have to pack. I'll probably do that after dance, which is till 9. I'm such a procrastinator.
We're going to tan and shop the whole weekend. Sounds good to me.

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 21:03:01 GMT

I had dance from 4:30 to 9 last night. I am beat.

School was really fucken boring. I fell asleep in history.
Found out that there was a shooting at the bowling alley. Julie was about 20 feet away from it. Thank god she's fine. But seriously the bowling alley? The mexicans (no offense, we just have really scummy ones) are taking over everything.

I have to go get ready for more dance now. Score.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 00:04:03 GMT

The day started off wonderfully with getting AP.
Then it got better when my mom took me to Wilkes and I got an awesome hair cut.
Then I proceded to spend around $300 getting stuff for summer and Virginia Beach which we leave for on Friday.
I can't fucken wait for the beach. Moria and I agreed that when we get there (at 3) we are going straight to the beach to tan until the sun goes down.
School is sucking right now. Just because we only have like a month left. It's just getting so boring.

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 23:59:01 GMT

Lately....
I saw Lucky Number Slevin(really fucken good, go see it now!) with Tom and Tony. My brother dropped me off which probably wasn't a good idea because he wanted to beat both of them up.
I forgot my key to the house the other day and had to sit in my backyard until my sister came home.
Nicole's birthday party! Bowling.....I got a strike on the first frame and then it all went downhill from there.
Slept over Nicole's house and we stayed up til 6 dancing to oldies. Then we had to go to dance at 1. I almost fell over doing Lose Control.
Nathan's being a jack. End of story.
Moria left for an FBLA thing and won't be back til next week. Bummer.
Played hardcore badmitton(sp?) first period. It was hilarious.
Saw Brian for the first time in weeks. Bear hug.

Virginia Beach is next week. Hallelujah.

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 15:28:09 GMT

Easter Break.
Thank Fucken God.

Eddie's coming home today. Melissa's coming tomorrow. Great.

Nate's band might get signed. They fucken deserve it.

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 00:22:15 GMT

This morning.

After school.

WTF?

Other than our crazy Pennsylvanis weather, school was good.
Moose and Jeff cheered me up. I love my friends.
There was only Jess, Joey, and me on the bus. It was really fucken boring.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 01:09:37 GMT

Big things are coming up and I'm so excited.
April 28-Virginia Beach for the Chorus competition. That's going to be a blast. We're there for three days and only competing on one. Tanning time.
June 8-Sweet 16. Permit. oh em gee.
June 12-17- June recital rehearsals/shows. That's one of my favorite times of the year. I'm going to be in eight numbers. I hope to God I don't have a fast change.

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 21:56:38 GMT

I had M&Ms for breakfast. That wasn't a very good decision.
Alanna and Moria reminded me why I love them.
Mrs. Schaeffer reminded me why I hate her.
I fucken hate Jeremy.
Medek and Jeff made my day.
Abel called me his homey today. That kinda freaked me out.
There's drama on the bus. It sucks so bad.

I have dance on Sunday. What's up with that?

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 01:56:51 GMT

I was supposed to get my hair cut yesterday but the place was full. Damn. Getting it done tomorrow.
Nicole slept over last night. We watched The Brothers Grimm. eh. It was okay.
I love it when we just sit and talk about the good memories.
I watched the most fucked up movie I've ever seen in my life. It was really really good though. Gotta love indie flicks.

I told my brother that Motion City was playing at his college and he was like 'who?'. Dumbass.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 23:45:51 GMT

The PSSAs were today so the schedule was all fucked up. Ugh.
Talked to Donna and Kevin in math.
We watched March Madness in history. I got really into it and I fucken hate basketball.
Art made Moria and I laugh so much I couldn't eat my fucken lunch.
Abel and I had a kicking contest.
Walked with Tom after school. It was fun.

If we didn't have an Act 80 Day tomorrow, I think I'd die.

Time for dance.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 22:18:54 GMT

Today felt like another Monday. It was just so fucken slow.
Somebody pulled the fire alarm again today. So we had to go out in the cold again.
People that I saw today that I haven't seen in forever: Brian! Got a bear hug from him. Katie, my favorite Junior in the world. Justin, my math buddy.
I ran into Nathan today. Literally. He was like 'whoa, sweet stuff.' He's adorable.
Continued watching The Patriot in history. All we fucken do is watch movies in that class. This school is so fucken easy.
Sara, Art, and Jess weren't on the bus today. Sadness.

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 21:26:50 GMT

I had a math test today. I bombed it. I was done and there was 50 minutes left of class. ugh.
It took Moria and I 5 minutes to go half a circle in the halls. The school is so fucken crowded.
On my way to history, I saw a drug deal in the stairwell. Nice.
On the bus we told jokes, which cheered me up.

The day went so fucken slow.

And now I have to go to dance. See ya.